NeNe Leakes: Gregg Got Cancer as Karma for Cheating on Me!

NeNe Leakes and her husband have truly struggled in their relationship since Gregg’s cancer diagnosis.

Gregg has said vile things to NeNe, and now, NeNe is explaining that she’s thought some awful things about him.

She confesses that, as his caretaker, part of her can’t help but wonder if all of this is karma because he cheated on her.

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“There’s a lot of things that go through your head,” NeNe explains about what it means to be a cancer-stricken loved one’s caretaker.

“And,” she points out. “People don’t know that.”

Few of us are lucky enough to have never had a loved one get cancer, but most of us are not the primary caregiver.

“I want to show some love to all the caretakers,” NeNe expresses. “Because what goes through your head is …”

She pauses, and asks: “I’m just saying this for real, please don’t put this against me. I’m just saying this for real.”

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“As a caretaker, you start …” she begins again. “It depends on where your relationship is.”

In her case, she and Gregg are married, but it hasn’t always been smooth sailing.

NeNe confesses: “You look at the person and think about, you know people love to say, ‘Karma is a bitch’ and karma this and karma that.”

If that sounds shockingly honest to you, it’s right.

“Honest to God,” NeNe says. “I’m giving y’all the raw, raw, raw.”

NeNe rawing us aside, she’s trying to be as forthright as she can so that others know that they’re not alone.

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“You look at the person and be like, ‘What is that?’” she says.

“Now, that ain’t right, right?” she admits. “But you’re human.”

Sometimes, terrible and negative things — from hateful insults to slurs — pop into people’s minds for no apparent reason.

Some psychologists believe that these intrustive thoughts aren’t always a sign of mental illness or of being a genuinely bad person.

In fact, they may exist as the brain’s mechanism for reinforcing our aversions to act upon negative impulses.

In other words, you think “I should scream in this restaurant,” quickly think of how mortifying the thought is, and the impulse is suppressed.

NeNe describes what’s been on her mind: “You look at the person and say, ‘You did so many different things to me. Is this the payback?’”

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“You hope not,” NeNe quickly expresses. “I’m taking about a caretaker, caretaker.”

But then she shares another, more specific thought that has haunted her thoughts.

NeNe confesses that she has wondered: “‘Maybe you’re getting it back from that time you cheated on me.’”

“You don’t never know,” NeNe admits. “You don’t ever know.”

Many would say that they can categorically assure NeNe that Gregg’s cancer and cheating are unrelated.

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“But as a caretaker,” NeNe explains. “These are the thoughts that go through your head.”

Remember, Gregg has said “evil” things to her during his illness.

NeNe knows that his angry outbursts are “because the medication got them on a roller coaster ride.”

“And they lash out on you,” NeNe concludes. “It’s a lot, it’s a lot.”

Elsewhere in the same video, NeNe confesses that despite being breadwinner, she doesn’t know how to pay her bills.

As in, she doesn’t know the names of the people who handle her utilities. Gregg does all of that.

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Obviously, the idea that cancer exists as some sort of spiritual penance or divine retribution doesn’t really work out.

Good, wholesome people get cancer.

Children get cancer. Babies get cancer.

But NeNe isn’t trying to speculate about the theological origins of illness.

She’s just admitting that taking care of a cancer-stricken loved one absolutely sucks.

It is clear that she feels a lot of undeserved guilt for these thoughts. We hope that sharing them helped her to feel better.

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Ami Brown Addresses Fan Questions About Scary Cancer Battle

Now that Alaskan Bush People is back for Season 9, some fans still feel that they have unanswered questions about Ami’s cancer and recovery.

Together with her doctors, Ami has addressed the intensity of her cancer battle.

We remain grateful that she is alive to witness so much joy and happiness in her family.

In the summer of 2017, the Alaskan Bush People matriarch was battling lung cancer.

At the time, she was said to have only about a 3% chance — statistically speaking — of survival.

“It was very scary,” Ami Brown admitted in a recent interview with People.

We would certainly imagine so.

“But,” Ami noted. “I never gave up hope.”

That hope was rewarded, because Ami not only survived and beat back cancer, but she has already witnessed multiple joyous family milestones.

Ami’s medical history came to light earlier this month when her doctors disclosed the details of her cancer battle.

“Amora Brown was diagnosed with Stage III non-small cell lung cancer in April 2017,â€� the statement began.

“Treatment for her cancer,” the statement read. “Included a four-month course of chemotherapy with radiation.”

“Her disease responded well to the treatment,” Ami’s doctors shared.

Clearly.

She defied all expectations and her entire family — and all of her fans — are intensely grateful.

“And,” the statement continued. “According to her UCLA oncologist Dr. Deborah Wong, she is now in remission.”

“Although her most recent scans show no evidence of cancer,” the statement read.

The statement followed that with: “Amora will continue to be monitored closely by her medical team.”

The statement concluded by noting that this follow-up witll continue “over the next several months.”

Notably, Ami has returned for new and vital screenings about every three months.

While her family has lived in rural Washington, she has taken trips down to their Beverly Hills mansion to be screened by her team of doctors.

Not that we’re not grateful for the official confirmation from medical sources, but …

… Why in the world did Ami give her doctors permission to give a statement on her private medical history?

Unfortunately, during her cancer but especially after her victory, rumors swirled.

Some people very sweetly believed that Ami’s cancer was cured in a “Christmas miracle.”

We’re not going to tell folks what to believe, but we will note that her first big breakthrough against cancer happened months earlier.

Others spread a vile rumor that Ami had faked or exaggerated her lung cancer battle for attention.

She did nothing of the sort, and we hope that this statement from her doctors will lay to rest that ugly lie.

We are so, so grateful that Ami lived to see some major family milestones.

Last year, Noah Brown married Rhain Alisha.

Six months later, husband and wife then welcomed their precious baby boy, Elijah Connor Brown.

That’s Ami’s granchild!

Gabe Brown married his girlfriend, Raquell Rose. Fans are excited to learn more about that union.

Raquell was already close with Gabe’s sister, Rain, and Gabe’s past misfortune’s in the world of romance make this a very welcome change.

Finally, though Matt Brown had fallen off of the wagon during Ami’s fight for her life, he attended rehab and is now devoted to remaining sober.

We hope that Ami continues to remain cancer-free.