Despite wild accusations that she's neglecting True by relying upon nannies, Khloe Kardashian's whole world revolves around her daughter.
And sometimes, that means calmly coparenting with her cheating baby daddy, Tristan Thompson.
But Khloe admits that it's not easy playing nice with a scoundrel. In fact, she admits that it "f--king sucks."
Khloe Kardashian spoke onÂ Laura Wasserâ€™s Divorce Sucks! podcastÂ
"I do everything in my power to not even bringâ€¦" Khloe says, trailing off.
it seems clear that she was going to talk about putting True in the middle of her parents' drama.
"True is 1 and like a month old," Khloe acknowledges. "So she doesnâ€™t really know whatâ€™s happening."
"But to me she does know," she claims. "And she feels energy and Iâ€™m a big believer of that."
Khloe's claim may sound like a bit much, but we think that we understand her meaning.
"So," she explains. "I do everything in my power to not put any sort of heavy energy around her."
"Maybe that sounds a little too like bohemian to some people," Khloe admits.
Describing it as "energy" may make it sound like a spiritual belief or even just goofy.
But at 13 months, True could certainly pick up on tension in her parents' voices, body language, and interactions. That's part of growing up.
Khloe then explains exactly why she invited Tristan to attend True's first birthday.
"I didnâ€™t do it because I thought she was going to remember this first party," Khloe clarifies.
Most people don't remember their first birthday party, or even have the context to understand it at the moment.
"It was really for me," Khloe admits.
"I just wanted a happy, heavenly place," she expresses.
But Khloe does say that she thinks that True will ultimately be happy that Tristan was at the party.
Khloe reasons: "I know that sheâ€™s gonna wanna look back at all of her childhood memories like we all do."
"Se and my sisters," she points out. "We will sit on the floor looking at our old photo albums."
This is a great reminder that, even thought he Kardashians aren't especially old -- Kourtney is the eldest, and she's forty!
... But just a few elements of the Kardashian lifestyle sounds like it comes from people decades older.
We get it. It's a bunch of siblings in a closely knit family. Their lives are not like ours.
But even though she'd like to paint a glossy picture of her coparenting life, she says that things with Tristan are still rough.
"It does f--king suck," Khloe confesses.
She affirms "It does."
"And," Khloe adds. "Thereâ€™s moments that because our personal emotions are still in there and for me, you know."
That wasn't a super cohesive line, but we all understand her meaning.
Khloe still has pangs of difficult, negative emotions over all of the Tristan drama.
"Tristan and I broke up not too long ago," Khloe states.
"So," she explains. "Itâ€™s really raw."
Notably, it has been rumored and even strongly implied that Khloe and Tristan had already broken up before he visited an uninvited kiss upon Jordyn Woods.
But "not too long ago" is deeply subjective. It sounds like Khloe is being vague on purpose.
"And so," Khloe concludes. "Those emotions could be heightened at times."
We can only imagine so.