While his ex is apparently teasing another pregnancy that doesn’t actually exist, Ronnie Ortiz-Magro is thinking about the baby he has — and can’t see.
The Jersey Shore: Family Vacation star posted a sweet message to Ariana Sky for her second birthday late Wednesday, including several throwback photos from when she was just a few months.
He also wrote an emotional all caps caption about the race to get back for his daughter’s birth and those magical first moments. It’s a beautiful journey, but it ends with the most heartbreaking line:
“EVEN THOUGH I CAN’T BE WITH YOU, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE.”
Ariana’s mother Jen Harley got a restraining order against Ronnie back in October amid accusations of domestic violence. Since then some of the charges have been dropped, and there have been more allegations going in both directions.
Related: Jen Claimed She Was Trying To Get The Restraining Order Dropped In December
But as much as he wants to see her, Ronnie is just not allowed. So sad.
Here’s what he wrote for her birthday:
IT WAS APRIL 1ST, I FELT U IN HER STOMACH.. KICK AND KICK AND KICK! I HAD TO FLY TO LONDON FOR WORK… I FLEW TO NEWARK TO MEET THE CAST MEMBERS.. I HAD A FEELING I SHOULDN’T HAVE WENT, I FELT I SHOULD’VE STAYED.. SO I FLY TO MEET UR UNCLES & AUNTS.. THEY GIVE US A 4 HOUR FLIGHT DELAY ON THE GROUND.. I WANTED TO FLY HOME.. THEY BOARDED OUR PLANE LAST MINUTE.. WE SAT ON THE RUN WAY FOR 2 HOURS… I FELL ASLEEP AND WOKE UP AS WE TOOK OFF.. I SAT ON THE PLANE AFRAID AND WORRIED.. I GET A FT! THAT SAYS I’M HAVING THE BABY! WE ARE 3 HOURS FROM LONDON.. I PANICKED AND WE FIGURED IT OUT.. I LANDED AND GOT THRU CUSTOMS.. I HAD TO RE CHECK MY BAG AND GET BACK THRU CUSTOMS.. I BOARD THE PLANE!! I GET A TEXT SAYING THE BABY IS ALMOST THERE! I HAVE A 8 HOURS FLIGHT! IN THE AIR I AM WORRYING SO MUCH, I DIDN’T WANT U TO BE BORN WITHOUT ME THERE, I DIDN’T WANT UR FIRST SIGHT TO BE NOBODY.. I FINALLY LAND WITHOUT WIFI AND NO CONTACT! I GET THRU CUSTOMS AND RACE TO MY CAB! I SAID I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SAY THIS BUT I AM HAVING A KID AND U NEED TO HURRY UP! I LAND IN TIME TO HE THERE FOR YOUR BIRTH.. IT WAS CHAOS BUT I HELD YOU FIRST, I LOOKED INTO YOUR EYES FIRST, THE DOCTOR TOLD ME THEY NEVER SAW FATHER COVER A BABY EYES LIKE I DID… THAT MEANS NO MATTER WHERE U ARE, WHO KEEPS U FROM ME, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U! IT’LL ARE MY WORLD , YOU ARE MY REASON! I WAKE UP EVERYDAY THANKING GOD FOR U! EVEN THOUGH I CAN’T BE WITH YOU, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! AND WILL NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR U! #DADDYSLITTLEGIRL #HappyBirthdaybabyGirl #DaddyLovesYou
[Image via Ronnie Ortiz-Magro/Instagram.]
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